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Friendship is like a butterfly
You hold on too tight
they die
If you hold on too loose
they fly away

name: Tracy Saw Pei Si
School: Nan Yang( primary)
Likes: Stuff
dislikes: stuff
fav animal: PENGUIN!!!:D

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
-6:04 PM-

hi again.i noe, im still talkin.i hope to die soon but im afraid to bring more hurt to others.i want to thank those who brought much joy in my life. my family members and my 'friends'(if i had any) life is cruel.i hate it so much.if it was a person i would distroy it once and 4 all. nkilling my self too. ideserve every thing bad that has happened 2 moi.i have no regrets intis world . im sry i have cost much disapointment and hurt to many. without me, j.loi can be besties with u noe who without any hesitation. without having to think about me. my goal was to bring joy and happiness to everyone around me but i never acomplished that while i was alive, so i must well do it when im dead.haha. im havent been more serious in my life b4.i never wanted to do harm to anyone but i did. hurting many innocent souls without even noticing. i have done wrong n i deserve my punishment.death

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-5:43 PM-

hi ppl! me in school now... last day of school u noe...ppl who have besties lyk rachel-jolene and lizzie-vera r sad2 leave each other... whereas me sittin here so lonely...lame...everything is lame...even i m lame...i cant stand life...i rather die tmrw than live today...haha...told u mo life is terrible...anyway,nobody cares...bout moi. if i die today, no one would notice or cry. they would probably be rejoycing ova moi death..lets die...yeah....hehehe...i'll be happy... ull be happy... every body will be happy...i cant wait to die...and restore peace in the land blablabla....im being tortured on earth so why bother livin?
dying today will make more space 4 better ppl to live. im so useless anyway.dying wont be so sad. i hate life. i love god.i want to spent all my life with him. dying is the only way to new life.heck care bout every thing else.i mean,who cares bout me and my stupid life?im only a burden to everyone. the world would be a better place without me.tis might be the only bright idea i hae made in my whole life long. so, goodbye cruel world and all who live on it. tis might be the last post from me.my last wish is to have a decent funeral. that's all i ask for.i thank all the ppl who have been such a blessing to me. i hope i can repay u by dying. it might make u happy. i regret nothing except 4 livin life. im giving it up 4 all.sry...i jux cant take it anymore. dying rox.

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Saturday, November 11, 2006
-5:55 AM-

Hey ppl!!!! haven't seen yall in a lllloooooonnnnnnnnnnnggggggg time...my exams ova aleady so ..... um......bored . presently plaaning 2 distroy p.h. once and 4 all...heeheee....ok....so he took my chi tuitor but who cares?
honestly...
minnie???no way.....she the person who cares least.his chi sux honestly. but of corse, betterthan zacks. lolz.me life could not get any worse than tis but at least got jiamin around.....shes de best!!! (lyk real)yah lah...she is lah....elle and minnie all here... but can u believe im bored???
anyway, iinend to send him a letter but i scared if he shows his porky friends and his father.lol.minnie is a gal...i couldn't care less... AHHHHHHH!!!! im so BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh welll... talk to myall later... bb

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